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The Pandemic Retreat
It's hard to believe it sometimes, but we will get through this time of forced solitude. It's certain. The pandemic, like all other...

Cedar Koons
Nov 30, 20202 min read


Mindfulness to Racism, Discrimination and Hatred
My inventory of internalized racism continues. I admit I’d like to put it all aside and focus on something easier to contemplate such...

Cedar Koons
Jul 5, 20202 min read


We Must Take Fearless Inventory
Seeing the life go out of George Floyd's face while a white policeman, hand in his pocket, knelt nonchalantly on his neck, was a wake up...

Cedar Koons
Jun 7, 20203 min read


Don't Miss Out on Spring!
Don’t Miss out on Spring T. S. Eliot wrote, "April is the cruelest month" because spring reminded him of loss and grief. This year...

Cedar Koons
Apr 26, 20202 min read


Lessons on Impermanence from the Pandemic
by Kathryn Patrick, LCSW, Guest Contributor I am pleased to post this contribution from my colleague Kathryn Patrick, a LBC certified DBT...

Cedar Koons
Apr 20, 20204 min read


Vigilant Against the Darkness
For this blog I have been determined to focus on the light—on that which is loving, hopeful and positive, because I’ve felt that was what...

Cedar Koons
Apr 13, 20202 min read


Silver Linings
with thanks to Kathryn Patrick for some of these ideas Yes, the pandemic is causing untold suffering around the world. Sickness and...

Cedar Koons
Apr 4, 20204 min read


Staying Home
While practicing physical distancing due to the virus there are things we can do to help the experience be less stressful. If you find...

Cedar Koons
Mar 15, 20203 min read


Into the Garden
How it is This is the beauty of it No matter how hard I try I can’t stop longing can’t stop loving you can’t stop begging No matter how...

Cedar Koons
Mar 1, 20201 min read


Halfway to Spring
Bosque del Apache We call it Groundhog Day, Candlemas if we're Catholic or Imbolc if we're Druids. The festival begins on February 1 and...

Cedar Koons
Jan 26, 20202 min read


What I Learned from Elephants
What I Learned from Elephants The second morning I was in the Okavango Delta of Botswana I awoke before dawn to my tent shaking somewhat...
photos by E. Scheps
Aug 28, 20193 min read


Endangered Species--Homo Sapiens
Anyone who is paying attention to the scientific news about climate change is bound to experience existential anxiety. Temperatures...

Cedar Koons
Aug 14, 20193 min read


Spring Snow and Hope
Yesterday a soft snow began falling in the midmorning and continued into the night. The desert earth soaked up the moisture and I...

Cedar Koons
Apr 1, 20192 min read


Mindfulness of Joy--A Haiku a Day
Haiku is a poetic form from Japan that delights us with its brevity, seeming simplicity and elegance. In English we usually render haiku...

Cedar Koons
Feb 5, 20192 min read


Fourth of July Reflection
My teacher, Prem Rawat, has said that practicing is like taking shower. The subtle impurities of the day are washed away by the breath. ...
For Randy Tribble
Jul 4, 20182 min read


Were you ever a lost child? Did you ever lose your child?
One of my earliest memories is of losing my mother in a grocery store. I am not sure how old I was, maybe three or four at the most. I...

Cedar Koons
Jun 16, 20182 min read


Finding What is Lost
This morning I was out in my garden looking at my first crocus blooms when I noticed something sparkling in the mulch near the gate. It...

Cedar Koons
Mar 1, 20182 min read


A Walk to Sangha
On a recent frigid morning two monks walked to their sangha along a river and through woods, discussing morality and mindfulness. They...

Cedar Koons
Jan 29, 20184 min read


Getting to Acceptance
This is the fifth and final installment in the story of my sister’s suicide. This last episode deals with what happened after her death...

Cedar Koons
Dec 27, 20177 min read


"If Only"
For me the most haunting detail of the day my sister died is the security camera footage of her in a pawn shop in Shelbyville buying the...
#4 in a series
Dec 12, 20173 min read
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