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Looking Back It's So Obvious
I called my sister every day during the rest of the August and September before she died on October 6. She often wouldn’t pick up the...
#3 in Series
Dec 3, 20174 min read


Carlton's Descent into Hell, Part 1
My sister began her final journey toward suicide about six weeks before she died. However, the problems that culminated in her death...

Cedar Koons
Nov 24, 20173 min read


Lost and Found
My sister, Carlton, committed suicide two years ago last October. We are all still recovering from the shock and horror that...

Cedar Koons
Nov 9, 20172 min read


Wade in the Water
Wade in the water, Wade in the water, Children, Wade in the water, God's gonna trouble the water... African American Spiritual We stand...

Cedar Koons
Sep 9, 20173 min read


Mindfully Gnostic
Atheism, the belief that there is no God, has become very popular these days as more thoughtful people opt out of religion and magical...

Cedar Koons
Aug 8, 20172 min read


Where Does It Hurt?
Sometimes, in spite of a regular mindfulness practice, we can find ourselves feeling out of sorts, grumpy or sad, without really taking...

Cedar Koons
Jun 1, 20173 min read


Refugee Status
“For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me...

Cedar Koons
Mar 7, 20172 min read


Poem
In this story rivers bear huge beaver lodges and flotillas Of ducks. Fish teem under every snag and no one bothers them. In this story...
Cedar Koons
Feb 13, 20171 min read


See What Is
When we look at reality, how clean is our lens? How much is our view obstructed by the fog of concepts? All of us have beliefs that I...

Cedar Koons
Jan 29, 20172 min read


Snowy Epiphany
Two things we cannot stop are breathing and thinking. In mindfulness practice the most common anchor is the breath. Thoughts come and...

Cedar Koons
Jan 6, 20171 min read


A Meditation on Donald Trump
Since the election I have noticed an increase in fear, hatred and judgment in and around me. In order to refocus myself on peace and...

Cedar Koons
Dec 10, 20162 min read


“ Behold, I am sending you out as sheep among wolves. Be ye therefore as wise as serpents and as gentle as doves." Matthew 10:16
How do we live in a world where hatred and fear are rising and the strong prey upon the weak? I ask this question each morning as I sit...
for Robert W. Koons
Nov 17, 20162 min read


PEACE is a human need
I just spent five days with my teacher Prem Rawat, celebrating his 50 years of his work. There were many things he talked about but the...

Cedar Koons
Sep 30, 20162 min read


Headed Down Under
In a few hours I'll be making my way across the Pacific in a jumbo jet headed to Brisbane, Australia to spend some precious time with my...

Cedar Koons
Sep 10, 20161 min read


After the Retreat
The Silence has ended. The Contemplation Room is empty. You've returned home and all your problems and bad habits have laid claim to...

Cedar Koons
Jul 29, 20161 min read


What are you devoted to?
To devote means to give yourself, your time and attention, ardently, to something or someone. Devotion is characterized by intense...

Cedar Koons
Jul 7, 20162 min read


Heat Wave Retreat
Heat Wave Retreat Record heat wave hot—it’s too hot to be in the garden, too hot to take a hike, too hot for anything. The birds gave...

Cedar Koons
Jun 19, 20161 min read


Confession to Being Human
According to the Buddhist “Great Vows for All”, “greed, hatred and ignorance arise constantly “ in us. When I first heard this vow I...

Cedar Koons
Jun 9, 20162 min read


Peaceful Abiding
Yesterday I went on a walk with some friends led by another friend who is an expert birder to observe the spring migrators and the newly...
Cedar Koons, MSW, LCSW
May 8, 20162 min read


Just Born
This little one was just born a few moments ago. His hair is still wet from the primordial ocean. He is utterly helpless, utterly...
Cedar Koons, MSW, LCSW
May 4, 20161 min read
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